Taste.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
That\u2019s what\u2019s missing. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
No maybe it\u2019s the sight. Her face.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
But It can also be touch. The smell of her hair. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Or her \u201cBunny, aajao\u201d calls in the morning.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I never think about this when she\u2019s here. And it\u2019s fascinating to think how her mere presence saves me from so much torment.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
For example,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I haven\u2019t spoken a word since hours. Usually, I am fond of silence but not this eerie one.\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Fucking hell, let it be an awkward silence. Let it be that she\u2019s journaling downstairs so she expects a little silence. Let it be that she\u2019s talking to the kids upstairs, so I have to be a little quiet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
But not this. Not the one where I say a lot to myself in my head, but no words are spoken. I despise this silence.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
She\u2019s in the flight now so I have to wait a little more to hear her voice again. Time passes so slow when I\u2019m waiting for her. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
So slow, and silent.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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