I twist and turn in the bed as the fan keeps making the strange sound. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
We\u2019ve had this fan for months now, and it\u2019s the first time I\u2019m noticing the sound. Bizarre.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Now that I have nothing in the house, sounds and visuals like these keep coming up. The fridge also makes a continuous squeaky sound. The extension board sparks when you put the pin in. The bright light from Elena\u2019s window illuminates the dark kitchen if the rusty window is open. There\u2019s a hammer on the stairs. It\u2019s always been there. I kept it there I don\u2019t know when, or for what reason.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It eats me. It eats me that everything is just a little more difficult. Every task, every moment, every meal, every walk, every movie, every song, every book, every single line of code. It\u2019s not impossible. Just an order of magnitude more difficult.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
With her, every task is fun\u2014 no matter how excruciating it is. Every moment is filled with emotion\u2014 laughter, peace, anger, sadness, you name it. Every meal feels like home. Every walk adds clarity. Every movie makes me think. Every song makes me want to sing. Every book fulfils my curiosity. Every line of code is explanation for her in simple words.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
With her, nothing is difficult.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
She is the common denominator in my life.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Everything falls in place when she\u2019s here.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I miss her. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I\u2019ll twist and turn again, as I try to sleep. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
She\u2019s my last thought before I drift into this headache. She\u2019ll be my first thought when I wake up in the morning (hopefully) without it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
My common denominator.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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