\u201cTelepathy\u201d, she said. \u201cProbability\u201d, I thought. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
She tried to explain to me how and when she fell in love with me. I pretended to understand, hoping she won\u2019t notice. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Now, drowning in her love\u2014 I refuse to believe it\u2019s probability. I want to move towards her, fiercely, in every aspect of my existence. I did not get that chance before I chose to love her, and I want to make up for all of it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I love her consciously, with all my intent. There are no ifs and buts\u2014 what if I went to Germany instead? No. I\u2019m here and I love her. What if I met someone else along the way? No. I\u2019m here and I love her. What if she makes me feel a certain way sometimes? I refuse to explain that feeling to myself. But still\u2014No. I\u2019m here and I love her<\/a>.\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n This is not chance. This most certainly isn\u2019t chance. This isn\u2019t a divine intervention. No god can make me feel the love in my bones that I feel for her. We\u2019re not soulmates. This is not premeditated. This didn\u2019t happen randomly.<\/p>\n\n\n\n So, I say, fuck the probability. I\u2019ll do it myself. I\u2019ll love her myself. I\u2019ll want her all by myself. I\u2019ll protect her myself. She\u2019s my territory. She\u2019s my precious pot of gold. <\/p>\n\n\n\n I\u2019ll weave the strands of my fate until they spelled her name. With all the love I enforce on her\u2014 I\u2019ll make her a museum of things I love. I\u2019ll love the parts of her she thinks are unlovable.<\/p>\n\n\n\n I will love her with every bit of conscience I was born with.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" \u201cTelepathy\u201d, she said. \u201cProbability\u201d, I thought. She tried to explain to me how and when she fell in love with me. I pretended to understand, hoping she won\u2019t notice. Now, drowning in her love\u2014 I refuse to believe it\u2019s probability. I want to move towards her, fiercely, in every aspect of my existence. I did […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[10],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-353","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-bunny"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bunionsandfunions.world\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/353","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bunionsandfunions.world\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bunionsandfunions.world\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bunionsandfunions.world\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bunionsandfunions.world\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=353"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/bunionsandfunions.world\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/353\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":358,"href":"https:\/\/bunionsandfunions.world\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/353\/revisions\/358"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bunionsandfunions.world\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=353"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bunionsandfunions.world\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=353"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bunionsandfunions.world\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=353"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}